To be completely honest, this course was one of the few classes that I truly enjoyed going to. The course material was intriguing and allowed for personal exploration in my own interest related to the material. For example, after watching La La Land, the idea of the Griffith Observatory overlooking the city of dreams, grabbed my attention. We were given the freedom to explore any topic of interest via the essay. So, I researched, watched videos, interviews, and looked up pictures to get the deepest understanding of what the Griffith Observatory means in the film and to Los Angeles in general. If we weren’t given this specific task of writing an essay, I probably wouldn’t have taken the time to deeply uncover this once mysterious building.
Definitely a class highlight was watching Mulholland Drive all together in the theatre. There was something so special about all of us sitting in the space together, gasping, jumping, and laughing, as one. When watching the film, parts I thought I understood but near the second half I was completely lost. After reading different analysis of the film, I was finally able to put the pieces together and was utterly impressed. Today I can say that Mulholland Drive was one of my favorite text not only because of the complicated and intriguing plot but because I was able to experience it side by side with my classmates.
Some of my other favorite texts included Drive as it explores concepts of identity, being defined by one’s occupation, and dehumanization; the nameless driver was labeled by what he does in his car rather than who he actually is as a person. The futuristic elements and brilliant use of the Bradbury Building made Blade Runner another favorite. One of my least favorite text was the documentary viewed in class because it seemed quite repetitive and I feel I didn’t gain any new, invaluable knowledge from it. Lastly, Sunset Boulevard was probably my least favorite film viewed in class because the content was not too involved and the movie felt it was almost dragging on.
Moving from freezing cold Chicago to this new chapter of my life in California, I held the stereotypical belief of LA being this magical fairytale of dreams coming true. Growing up, listening to music like Party in the USA by Miley Cyrus, I fantasized about what it would actually be like to be part of it all. I can say now that after almost four months of living in California, nothing major in my life has changed except waking up to palm trees and warmer weather. As we discussed in class, people are only being exposed to this glamourous, fashionable, dreamy wonderland where the best parts are advertised. All the poor towns, endless traffic, crowded areas, and painfully high expenses are simply nonexistent to the public. Though, through this FFC course, I slowly was exposed to these realities. Specifically, for example, in the reading All Involved, we learned about the horrifying Rodney King verdict that led to massive riot in LA. Resulting in complete destruction and ruin among thousands, there was absolutely nothing fashionable about it. In fact, we learned about pre-existing gangs that were constantly out for revenge, enacting in violence against one another; even to innocent people who were not involved whatsoever. Where’s the glamour in that? Nonexistent.
Of course my initial conception was exceptionally challenged from dreamy California to the brutal realities; my eyes were definitely opened to the hidden truths that media disguises. Yet, I still truly think that there is nothing wrong with wanting to believe in the dreamy, magical paradise that Los Angeles is portrayed as, as long as one recognizes the other less-spoken about parts that also make California for what it is today.



















